Lately I been neglecting my social life because all I’ve been wanting to do is just crawl into my blanket, sleep and get away from it all.

Been on that single life for quite some time now, but it sucks. Don’t get the wrong idea. Single life is great, but sometimes I just get lonely nowadays ya’know?

Don’t bother trying to fix me, I’m too broken. Just accept me for who I am.

feeling overwhelmed~ I just need you right now

I don’t want to get my hopes up with this feeling that’s just going to be temporary.

Nobody really gives a shit. They are all just curious~

Nobody understands what I have to go through.. not all of it

I give up.

Even in a critical state. I don’t think I’ll ever stop smoking. I just can’t.

Once you care too much, you are basically vulnerable. You are most likely capable of being hurt, fragile.

I realized that I’m just constantly bringing up the same problems every time I talk about them. I feel like I’m annoying the people that listen to the same problem. Even I annoy myself. I don’t want to bother people. I know it gets repetitive so I just type out my problems on my private blog now. 

I just want someone who won’t leave during my darkest hours.. is that so much to ask for?

I don’t think you realize how much I care, ha..

I don’t care what happens to me anymore. Come at me, I’m waiting for you.

I feel like I just got put to the curb.. Life is a bitch until you die.